~scraped-paper

The short story I'm working on. I tried to submit it as a deviation but it wouldn't work.


Realm

I went to that quiet peaceful place in my dreams again. With the low swaying swings and the creaking of the leaves as they blew around my pajama covered legs. Utter silence, it is a strange concept to explain that despite the hum of the sand and the creaks of the metal the environment that surrounds me in this place is completely quiet.


I soon came to realize that this place was my minds retreat from the outside world. Even as I sat at my desk my mind wandered back to that place and I would be gone. My soul would find harmony within those swings, they would find peace within the yellow flowers that grew from the soil. I noticed within my second visit that things had a blurry space about it, making it not quite real and despite the warm temperature in the area I felt no feeling from the yellow star that hung distantly in the pale sky. I could never find its purpose as my skin felt nothing from its rays, more of a companion than a function. I received nothing from it as long as it did not expect anything back from me. Founding myself lost in the white colors of this new world and although my eye picked up on the greens and the blues my brain fought against it and registered them as nothing but a silhouette of white. I became aware as well that there was no smell from the green trees and the flowers, and time had no welcome in a place such as this. Each time I visited, things were exactly the same as they were on my last stay.

Despite me leaving my body behind to go on with mundane activities, my brain took over and set my muscles into autopilot. Saving me from embarrassing moments from the situation I was put into. It took care of answering questions and beginning work, it finished off where I had stopped to go on my route to this world. It finished what I had set out to accomplish in no better way than I could have done if I had been there fully.

At the time I didn’t realize how much this place could have a grip on me, controlling me in such a way that I found from the beginning I had no say. It wasn’t until I couldn’t wake up that I knew I could never escape it.

I found in my old writing book a poem. Lawl.

"Another Pause
Another Breath
free verse Poems
expecting less?
Darkness in light
light into darkness
Switch them around
and you've got your attraction
Fire it melts, the water it clears
Until the next snowflakes
falls a year
The winter has started,
a new year begun,
How long do you think
we'll out live this one?

-Shara
Grade...9 xD

I've told you before I'm no poet, nor can I write. I might try my hand at something though

Oh yeah, and we're moving to the place that I'm sure some day I'll discover a dead body in a barrel though or something. Seriously this looks like the place and the name...well...lets just say it sticks to the story of the body in a barrel, maybe not in a barrel but at least the creek that goes in front of it.

There once was a chump His name
was Bump
Now Bump lived in a Stump
On the edge of a puddle
he lived in a muddle

And never once did he get
into trouble.

Now on a fine day
Set early in may
He
headed out to Bakery town
Which was of course
a quiet remorse, which caused poor bump too frown
He went to town
to buy some brown
Eggs, bread and cheese

The list was left
With one quick gift

A natural catastrophe
For Poor Poor Bump
Who could be a grump
Loved to drink mud tea

Unfortunetly with the town
and brown eggs, bread and cheese
Bump could not believe
the price of rice,
Jackal ash
and the price of tea.

So like a Grump
that big oaf Bump
lingered off to join
the team.

And with the Team
they scored each mean
and won a cup of tea.

So from the town
and with his frown
Bump went back
to his stump.

To drink some tea
and eat
brown
bread
eggs
and cheese.


Yeah...the poems the shit xD

Well the last journal (That was deleted) was just some bull shit rant that I came up with.

New pictures up of Maggie > Our lab and Zoe> our Papillion

ya..pretty sweet.

[link] > there's some info on the Papillion breed.

[link] here's some info on the labs

Well grad has come and gone and I would have posted way before it but I was too lazy, tired and excited for me to type anything up.

The speeches were boring, and the walk all the way around and then up the stage was trecherous but I did it anyway without falling!

BE PROUD OF ME DAMMIT!

Anyways, we had tons of fun, my buddies and I stayed till past midnight at the dance and then still in all our fancy gowns and suits went to Denny's for food. I bet they heard us all in the kitchen from laughing so hard at the only poor male with us xD

On Sunday though I tried not to move, my feet hurt so much from wearing heels on weekend long and I have peeing skin the size of Texas on the back of my heels, which still hurts by the way. Even though I've officially graded from High school now I still have another month or so to go which is ridiculous but thats the way it is, now onto college! Which I'm still trying to figure out what I want to go into...hm...

anyways I'm going to upload some photos which were taken by my sister.